This isn't exactly a "parenting" thing, but I thought I'd share this here. It's a poem I wrote, an attempt to put into words a frustration I've been having with myself for some time....I'm trying to be better at not worrying, not letting my worries and thoughts keep me awake at night! With two active kids, my sleep is precious and still hard to come by some times! So, without further ado, here it is:
The Worrier's Prayer
I'm so weary of this worry
that hangs around my soul
Can't let it go, although I know,
My God, you're in control
Can't lay this burden down
Though my arms shake with the toll
Oh foolish mind, find peace and rest
For God is in control
Dark thoughts hover in the still of night
And sin-fueled feelings rise
Ensnaring my heart and pulling me down
Which is surely Satan's prize
Oh, Lord forgive when I can't let go
Or make these thoughts to cease
This stubborn will and bruised pride
Can't bring themselves to peace
I need Your help, Your loving hand
To calm this stormy sea
To steer me past impediments
And cruel calamity
Lord, take control! I need you now
Let your Spirit help me give
The whole of my thoughts and heart to You
And within Your Peace to live.
Amen.
